Happy (?) ending

No more carefree laughter. Silence ever after. Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes - here is where the story ends. This is "Goodbye". Memories, good days, bad days... They'll be with me always.

I've been angry and sad about the things that you do. Where are those happy days? They seem so hard to find. You seem so far away though you are standing near. You made me feel alive, but something died, I fear.

I really tried to make it out... I wish I understood!

I tried to hold you back, but you were stronger. And now it seems my only chance is giving up the fight. And how could I ever refuse? I feel like I win when I lose. Look at me now. Will I ever learn? I don't know how, but I suddenly lose control. Just one look and I can hear a bell ring. One more look and I forget everything.

How can I forget you when my world is breaking down? Wishing, hoping, chasing shadows. Did I see your face somewhere in the crowd? Thinking, wondering what you're doing, I can't stop myself from crying out loud.

I have a dream, a fantasy, to help me through reality. And my destination makes it worth the while, pushing through the darkness still another mile. I believe in angels. Something good in everything I see. I believe in angels when I know the time is right for me.

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream...